Wednesday, March 16, 2011

RAGE and Sadness... and a Feeling of Inadequacy.

Well, I feel like I have to vent so I'm going to do it via Blogger. So in the past two or three months I've had no successes. Its just a downward spiral created by rejections, denial and just plain pessimistic thinking. Colleges I've applied to have started to send out acceptances/denials and denials seem to love me. Theres still some that I'm waiting to hear back on so my fingers are crossed.
And remember how I was so excited for Anime X maid cafe? Well yup, you guessed it, denied!~ I tried my best so no regrets. But still, still feels bad... makes me feel unattractive. I thought I had some things going for me but I guess not...
Also, my love life has rejection stamped all over it. I don't really want to get into detail with this but thought I'd mention it just to show how many aspects of life I've been denied.
I just need one thing to make me feel better but I guess I just have to try my best and wait on this one. Only time will tell and in the mean time I'll play some games and watch some anime until I get my mind off of it :)


Guess I'll listen to some Kanon-chan♥ for now. :)
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8 comments:

  1. schultzzMarch 16, 2011 at 8:14 PM

    just keep trying, once you hit botton the only way left is up. im sure things will cheer up.

    also i love kanon-chan!.

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  2. ConorMarch 16, 2011 at 8:15 PM

    When there's a down there's bound to be something better on the horizon, just keep rollin.

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  3. AzurikaiMarch 16, 2011 at 8:35 PM

    like @conor said, keep rollin. & listen to that Kanon-chan! CHEER UP!

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  4. AnonymousMarch 17, 2011 at 12:48 AM

    Don't give up! Keep on trying and something good will happen eventually!

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  5. Eric PMarch 17, 2011 at 11:47 AM

    I've gone through some periods like that in my life. It will turn round.

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  6. ShadowSailorVMarch 17, 2011 at 3:04 PM

    Thanks guys :') I'm trying to cheer up and this sure does make me feel better!♥

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  7. AnonymousMarch 26, 2011 at 2:58 PM

    I totally understand! But whoever is rejecting you, its their loss! You are a very special person, and there the one's missing out, not you!

    I love how anime can totally brighten up my day too!


    Don't give up! You are loved!


    --Sakura

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  8. ShadowSailorVMarch 29, 2011 at 3:16 PM

    @SailorStar91 Thanks for the support :]

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